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He then slid his cock up and down between my spread ass, making me anxious to feel him in me. Almost instinctively, I moaned as he rimmed me, and then louder when he slid his lubed fingers into my tight ass. I felt him spread my ass wide open and begin to eat my ass out, which sent a pleasant shock throughout my body. He must have been as excited as I was because he jumped up out of bed when I said that and grabbed a bottle of lube as I got in position, face down, ass up, back arched. I looked up at him and told him I needed him to fuck me. I felt euphoric and wanted to worship his cock, I wanted to please him. After, he held the back of my head and thrust into the back of my throat.
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Wrapping my lips around the head, I swallowed most of his cock until I was choking on it. He was rock hard, and veiny, which I loved along with how his balls felt in my mouth.
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After kissing it all over, I sucked on his balls and dragged my tongue up and down his shaft. All my nerves seemingly disappeared and I fell completely in love. Trying not to think too much about it I got on the bed between his legs and firmly held his thick cock in my hands for a second before softly kissing it on the head. Obviously, I was worried how his cock would fit into my mouth but at the same time, I was salivating and excited that I could play with it. Then he dropped the sweatpants he was wearing and his boxers, exposing his really thick, cut 8-inch cock before he laid down on his bed. I wasn't really comfortable with it but I just stood there frozen almost and let him continue. When we got to his room he immediately started running his hands all over me and kissing me. When I got to his house he was already waiting for me at the front door and without saying anything he let me in and led me upstairs to his room. The entire time he was messaging me, telling me how much I'd love it and I told him what I'd do as I was nervously shaking the whole time. The guy sent me his address and I decided to walk over since it was so close by. I got dressed and thought I'd clean out my ass just in case. As nervous as I was I was also excited, we agreed to meet up that very night so I jumped up to get ready. I thought maybe after giving him head I'd be less nervous about going back for more. He was a very persistent guy though and eventually convinced me to come over and just give him head. He kept trying to find a way to get me to his house, of course, my nerves were still getting in my own way. The age difference really turned me on and was also how I imagined my first time. He was an older guy, 34 years old while I was 19. Eventually, I started talking to a guy really nearby, he actually lived in the same neighborhood coincidentally. Some guys were either weird or lived too far away, and my nerves were holding me back as well. I spent a lot of time talking to guys, all eager to fuck my virgin ass, but for one reason or another, I always found an excuse to not go through with it. I had no idea where I could find a guy to top me but after wasting time on various websites and apps I eventually ended up on Grnder. And as much as I liked the feeling, it still took me until shortly after my 18th birthday to actively try and have my first experience finally. Finally, I decided to at least get a small butt plug, curious about how it'd feel to have something in my ass. At most I'd click on gay porn, "by mistake", but never even considered acting on my new feelings.
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There's no way I could like other guys, at least that's what I thought to myself. At the time when I first started to get curious about other guys, I tried to deny it and pretend those feelings weren't there.